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Jul 26, 2004
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  All Because They Called Her Fat


Her voice was sweet, her eyes were kind
She kept secrets and told no lies
She had many friends that helped her out
And she helped them up when they were down
One day at school her friend called her FAT!!!!!!
She said it louder and everyone laughed
Everyone turned on her and called her a dweeb
"Please, I've had enough" she would beg and plead
She ran home crying that very same day
Then she ran to the bathroom and grabbed a blade
She pressed it harshly against her wrist
And blood rapidly poured down her skin
The next Monday she came to school with scars
The kids in class saw and went on being harsh
They called her big, round, large, and wide
She wanted to yell but she kept it all inside
This time she walked home and decided for fun
She'd slice her neck in rows, one by one
She lost her anger, she lost her blood
She lost her mind, just cause it "felt good"
Soon she stopped eating, skipping every other meal
Her parents never knew, she kept her lips sealed
She became skinny, pale, bony, and thinner
She threw up her breakfast, lunch, and sometimes dinner
One day she was bored so she got her hands on some coke
She sniffed it through her nose and got a dry throat
She looked around and everything became dark
So she closed her eyes and fell apart
She fainted that day but no one heard her scream
Her dad saw her on the floor like it was a bad dream
She was rushed to the hospital in an hour or so
And her parents whispered and yelled "please don't go!"
She just layed there on the hospital bed
Cuts on her wrists and a messed up head
Her parents by her side crying endlessly
But she just looked upon them cluelessly
She slit her wrists, she slit her neck
She threw up her food every night before bed
She took some drugs, "it was better than a knife"
She wasted her money, her time, and her life
Her voice once was sweet, her eyes once were kind
Until a single word mutilated her mind
Her friends hoped it wasn't something they said
Cause a few days later, they found out she was dead

Posted at 08:42 am by Krazii-In-lOve


Jul 22, 2004
hMm..

Im SiCk Of PeOpLe TaLkIn' ShIt PrEtEnDiNg tO Be PeOpLe ThEy ArEnT  iN MY tAg bOaRd! sO iTs nOt hErE aNymOre.. If PeOpLe HaVe a PrObLeM wItH Me ThEy NeEd tO sAy It tO mY fAcE Or KeEp ThEiR mOuTh SHUT! ThanK yOu AnD HaVe a NiCe DaY!

unconditional (stuff that never fades)
jealousy in people that will always hate
im in this life for good and im not goin
away. you can say whatever the hell
you need to say. its not my fault hatin
on me is how you spend your entire day.

Ex --> Oh MiCheLlE

xO i lOve DaNieL Ox


Posted at 08:45 am by Krazii-In-lOve


Jul 18, 2004
tHiS wEeKeNd.. sO FaR!

hMmMm. .

Well this past week i've had to work 7 days a week, an inbetween work during the day i hang out with Daniel, an then at night i go to work! lol I took off saturday tho, and i went up to new symerna with him an went to this get together with his family on friday.. an then spent the night with him in this really nIcE condo on friday night but when we got there we were bored so we went walkin on the beach an it was sOoOo scary! lol cause im scared of the dark.. lol an there were beach chairs everywhere! an then a crap ran right in front of us an that scared me lol an then there were people walkin by us an that was freaky too cause u cant see anything but their shadows.. lol but then we went back up to the condo an went to bed.. an then in the AM we had to check out at 10.. so we helped his aunt an uncle pack their things also.. an then we were all out by 10:00 an then Daniel and i went over to samsula to visit his aunt an uncle.. an we went four wheelin an it was fun.. then we helped them lay carpet kinda an put the furniture in their room cause theyre redoin it.. lol but anyways this weekend has been pretty fun..lol last night i went over to Daniels for dinner.. an today i dunno what im doing but ik i hafta work from 3-7 but thats ok cause ill work with jennifer.. so thats good.. cause i wont hafta work with the boss.. lol well im pretty sure i left some things out.. but if i did i either forgot.. or dont want u to know! lol so i shall update this when something interesting happens again! lol


* I aM iN lOve WiTh DaNieL jOhnSOn *


Posted at 09:13 am by Krazii-In-lOve


Jul 8, 2004
hMm

Long Time No Update!

 CliCk On ThE KiTtY! *WaTcH WhAt HaPpEnS*

Well well well.. let me see where i left off last time.. friday saturday sunday i was at daniel's lol monday i had to go to the beach with my mom cause she made me, tuesday wednesday daniel was here.. lol I finally have a job also.. lol its awesome even tho i hate working already.. its a job an it'll get me a car so hey! lol i took my college placement test yesterday.. i just need to redo the math! lol College starts in a couple weeks.. i really cant wait cause im majoring in crime scene technology, an i think its gonna be cool/exciting cause thats something im really interested in! so lets see hmm.. oh yea.. saturday when i was over at Daniel's we were all lightin off fireworks in the rain it was awesome.. an we did the same on the fourth of july.. an then we went over to Lindsey's an watched half a movie.. speaking of her.. now that her an jonathan are back together i really like wanna hang out with them two an daniel and i cause me an lindsey are good friends an so are daniel an jonathan.. so we all like get along an stuff for once.. but idk ik jonathan says he doesnt have a problem with me.. but its like everytime im around him an lindsey get into a fight or like idk he just acts like he hates me or something.. an idk why.. maybe cause sydney broke up with him an me an her were good friends so maybe he thinks im holding something against him there? well im not..him an sydney had their chance an they just didnt work out.. no biggie.. in my eyes jonathan an lindsey are suppose to be together cause i cant see either one of them with someone else.. cause its just like thats not how its suppose to be.. lol its suppose to be jonathan an lindsey.. lol idk... josh is moving soon.. hes moving to canaveral groves.. Daniel joined this new skateteam something whatever its called idk.. lol but yeah.. i guess its cool.. sometimes i wish i could just go over there an watch them all skate cause like everyone is over there including lindsey an im stuck at home bored an stuff.. like he never wants to skate around me idk.. but YeAaHh.. anyways.. i have to work tonight from 4-8.. makin the mula money.. lol i think im gonna have a fairly decent paycheck.. lol its exciting... well im gonna go idk what else to update on.. everyone who keeps writin smack in my tagboard needs to get a dannngggg life.. lol ghesh.. im glad im in ya'lls minds aLL the time.. but uk.. its finally time u start letting me have my own life an not being the center of yours all the time.. im sorry! :-)


Posted at 09:17 am by Krazii-In-lOve


Jul 2, 2004
i!

NeW SoNg ThAt I LiKe


You're So Last Summer
by Taking Back Sunday


She said, Don't...don't let it go to your head.
Boys like you are a dime a dozen,
Boys like you are a dime a dozen.
She said...You're a touch over-rated.
You're a lush, and I hate it.
But these grass stains on my knees,
They won't mean a thing

[Chorus]
And all I need to know is that I'm something you'll be missin'
Well, maybe I should hate you for this
Never really did ever quite get that far
Maybe I should hate you for this
Never really did ever quite get that..

I'd never lie to you
Unless I had to, I'll do what I got to
Unless I had to, I'll do what I got to
The truth...is you could slit my throat
And with my one last gasping breath
I'd apologize for bleeding on your shirt

[Chorus]

Cuz I'm a wishful thinker with the worst intentions
This'll be the last chance you'll get to drop my name
Cuz I'm a wishful thinker with the worst intentions
This'll be the last time you'll get to drop my name

If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar
If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar
If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar
If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar
Maybe I should hate you for this
 Maybe I should hate you for this

 


Posted at 09:35 am by Krazii-In-lOve


Jul 1, 2004
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Posted at 08:27 am by Krazii-In-lOve


..ThIs WeeK..

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                  Well, these last few days, i've had to go up to the college to get all my papers filled out an yadda yadda yadda.. lol and hmm i've hung out with daniel some, but not really that much.. last weekend me steph an daniel went tubbing out on the boat, it was so much fun but scary at the same time, an gheesh! it works out ur arm muscles so good.. lol but anyhoo.. hmm tuesday i spent the night an lindseys, an that was pretty fun.. lol shes so dorky its funny.. but she didnt feel good the whole time so that was no fun.. but she cant help being sick.. lol but that didnt stop us from having fun she just had to bring her runny nose an her headache with us! lol an then wednesday we woke up early an we went to the beach an met daniels mom an their family up there.. an me daniel lindsey an kevin all went fish finding.. lol an we caught like 4 fish with our net.. it was cool, then daniel an kevin started throwing mud.. an me an lindsey ended up gettin in the middle of it.. an they kept throwing mud on us.. so i wasnt just gonna sit there.. so i started throwing some back! lol but yea.. then we went up to the hotel an went swimmin in the pool.. an there were some icky guys there that looked like child molesters.. an some nasty black people.. lol so we left an went over to the surf shop.. its really cool in there.. lol i wanna long board.. just so i can like skate with daniel without doing all those tricks.. cause i can ride a skateboard.. just cant do all those flip-t-do das.. but i dont wanna do them either.. lol but yea.. these last few days have been okay.. could have been a little better but nevertheless we had fun.. lol an yesterday was karens birthday.. an we hung up ballons in the hotel but daniel's uncle bought the ballons thinkin there were 8 in a pack an they ended up saying happy eighth birthday.. lol it was funny.. so me an lindsey had to go get the marker an go throw the stairs cause the elevator was too slow.. an then daniel saw his mom an had to distract her so we got the marker ran back up to the room.. an then we wrote in the ballons happy 48th birthday - 4 = 44 on them.. lol it was grand.. but yea.. thats all that has happened i think.. sorry if i left things out.. lol but oh well!! xo i love you daniel.                 


Posted at 08:24 am by Krazii-In-lOve


Jun 24, 2004
...

* I Love Daniel *


Posted at 01:40 pm by Krazii-In-lOve


update..

..Since Last Update...
..I have...

* applied for college

* hung out with Daniel

* went swimming

* hung out with Daniel some more


* saw Anthony Lavant

* went to dairy queen

* cried

* saw Corey

* saw Tyler and Travis

* went job searching

* hung out with Daniel some more..

* havent faught with Daniel :o)

* and many other things that i cant remember right at this moment!!


Posted at 01:39 pm by Krazii-In-lOve


Jun 19, 2004
hMm

      UpDaTe

Hmm.. well lets see.. i dont remember the last time i have updated this thing.. so ill go back as far as i remember... last week i rented Eurotrip, and Daniel came over to watch it with me.. it was a realllyyyy good movie.. *insiders: the thong, bulletin board, when the lil green dude on the movie was like quit wackin off an hit play, and soo many more* it was a good movie tho, it was due on wed. an i just remembered! i still have it! whoops!! Anyways.. i also went to the springs with Daniel the other day it was fun!! this racoon tho just wouldnt leave us alone it was soo funny daniel tried to get it with a butter knife but it ran off lol an then came back i was like wtf are u stupid u lil feller.. lol it was funny.. other than that bacically ive just been hanging out with Daniel everyday, either hes came over my house or ive gone over his.. lol an when he came over the other day after he finished his testing we were jumpin on the trampoline an hurt eachother... it was funny.. then i made him cookies for breakfast the other day.. and hmm im tryin to remember all that we've done.. lol ONE THING WE HAVENT DONE THO IS FIGHT WHICH IS SOOO AWESOME! GO US!! ohh an yesterday we went to walgreens to apply for jobs an when i was freakin gettin outta his truck i slammed my finger in the door lol an now my right index fingernail is all like black an blue an its got like dried up blood around my finger nail cause it hurts to touch it or do anything with it lol but im fine it was just funny.. then yesterday i went over to daniels house an when i was lookin at his yearbook he decided to mess up my hair and then fish hook me with his finger an pull me around the house lol then we made bagel bites an counted all his changed he had in this miami dolphins hat thingy.. lol but yes.. a lot has happened.. an for the last like week or so ive spent every darn day with Daniel! lol but im not complaining one bit! :)~ lol well thats all i can remember off the top of my head so yeah.. until next time..

haha like 2 seconds ago a robot or something called my house to tell me to return my movie.. lol



I am in love with Daniel Johnson, he is the greatest boyfriend in this world and i would'nt trade him for anything!!


Posted at 11:21 am by Krazii-In-lOve


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